i think she's dead now,
but it's hard
to get a straight forward answer
from her sometimes.
i had tried,
and this was years ago,
to help her.
i tried talking to her, sending care packages,
hundreds of dollars,
until she got sloppy,
and i caught her lying.
i felt like a fool.
but i tried to talk to her,
tried to get her help,
but she didn't want real help.
at least, not from me.
so i lost her.
i had to lose her.
and now completely.
completely lost.
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