there is a museum for kids. a museum for science. a museum for arts. a museum for performing arts. a museum for sculpture. a museum for the history of science. a museum for history of sculpture. a museum for planes. a museum for harps. a museum for Hollywood. a museum for communism and tetris. a museum for war. a museum for rugs. a museum for doctors. and a museum for trees. a museum for glass flowers. a museum for cookies. a museum for natives. a museum for paper. and a museum for whales. there is a museum for everything here.
Wednesday, May 22, 2013
Sunday, May 19, 2013
pick up line
it was not the best way to meet a girl, to spill coffee all over her.
but it seemed to work for Leo. this was the second time he'd mindlessly
bumped into a women of his own age at the local café and spilt both his and her
coffee between the two of them. it created such a hot mess that all
anyone could ever do was laugh and clean up. those awkward little moments
of dabbling napkins on stained blouses proved valuable for chatting up.
both times he'd caused the incident, and both times he'd left with a number.
whipped cream
she carefully scraped the edges of the stainless steel bowl with the long handled silver spoon, collecting every last delicious splatter of whipped cream. she licked the spoon between turns around the inside of the bowl. she savored every molecule. she closed her eyes. she licked her teeth. nothing ever tasted so genuine. so true. so believable as this cream. nothing added but air from a hand-held electric whisk. it had been so long. there had been nothing like it there. it had been years since she tasted real cream. there was no room for cows on the space station.
Friday, May 17, 2013
seemingly perfect
every house on main street has window boxes filled with various-colored pansies. the mail boxes are hand painted. the houses are numbered in predictable sequence. every lawn in raked and mowed regularly. children play basketball or jump rope in the driveways. well trained dogs sit happily on decks or under the bushes by front doors. joggers use the sidewalks and wave hello to each other as they pass. drivers stop their cars at each stop line, wait for passer-bys and proceed at the posted speed. it all seems perfect.
but no one who lives on main street likes their neighbors.
Opossum Castle
the snow-capped mountain is named the Opossum Castle. opossum means white beast in the native language of the valley. some stories are told to children to frighten them; stories about half sized people who live in the castle on top of the mountain. they are covered in beautiful white hair. they hunt yeti and pray to shapes in the clouds. they rule close to the sky, closer to the gods and spirits than any of the valley's most prestigious shamans. the mountain sits like a precious jewel in the crown of the mountain range. this range that spans the continent.
Thursday, May 16, 2013
cloud chaser
sophie stole her neighbors dingy last Saturday, not out of spite for them,
but out of necessity for the dingy. the mountains obscured her view of a
particular cloud that had been morphing from one animal to another to another
to another. she had been watching it tell a story all morning.
she didn't anticipate how heavy the dingy would be to drag off the beach.
by the time she got the boat in the water and herself in the boat, it was
too late to realize she had no paddles, and the dingy was already adrift in the
lake.
earl grey
at the dim little bar in town they are known not for their beer taps, their fine wine selection, or the top row of elaborate bottles filled with an array of sickeningly bright-colored liquids inside that turn the heart to a steely resolve over matters of marital strifes and bad business deals that no one ever orders. they're not know for the bands that play every week night to drown out the sound of clanging and banging in the kitchen where they prepare unremarkable foods for unremarkable guests.
at the dim little bar in town, locals order the earl grey.
Tuesday, May 14, 2013
flowers
i took the camera out into the garden today and took some pretty pictures of my bluebells, strawberry plants, the double take scarlet storm, and my flower box pansies.
Monday, May 13, 2013
the backgammon games
every sunday afternoon some elderly women and men set up their backgammon
tables around the duck ponds in the park. they play for plastic coins. at the
end of the day, the player with the most coins gets a free pint of larger from
the local pub. then the coins are redistributed, the tables are folded up and
put away into the trunks of small cars and the baskets of bikes. they will do
the same again the following week, and the week after that, and the week after
that, and so on, as long as the weather is good.
Sunday, May 12, 2013
the incident
to protect him from the storm, they allowed a horse into a local book store. this was not the best idea. not for the horse. and certainly not for the book store.
the horse, albeit happy to be out of the storm, was claustrophobic. being caught in such fine quarters exacerbated his condition. this lead to some rather unfortunate frothing and kicking.
the book store suffered from both the frothing and from the kicking. the romance novels are, to this day, still not recovered from the incident.
in effect from that incident on, no horses are permitted into book stores.
the horse, albeit happy to be out of the storm, was claustrophobic. being caught in such fine quarters exacerbated his condition. this lead to some rather unfortunate frothing and kicking.
the book store suffered from both the frothing and from the kicking. the romance novels are, to this day, still not recovered from the incident.
in effect from that incident on, no horses are permitted into book stores.
Labels:
book store,
ddmm,
drabble,
frothing,
horse,
unfortunate
beets
muriel grew many vegetables on her farm, which lay between the north village
and the lake lands. she was best known for the quality of her beats, both
red and gold. chefs from villages near and far sought to buy her beats to
present to diners in salads and as accompaniments to the fresh-water scallops
and lamb shanks they liked to serve. last year, muriel received an award
for exceptional quality from the farmers' association for her beets.
she was very proud of her beets. however, she wished someone would notice
all the work she put in to growing turnips.
shapes in the clouds
yesterday morning ben woke up late, made himself a pot of coffee, and looked out over the lake. he was surprised to see a row boat floating aimlessly on the water. he could see no one in it.
curious, he set out in his own small boat towards the wayward vessel. he hoped he would be able to bring it in and return it to whomever it belonged.
he did not expect to fall in love.
then, no one ever does.
ben especially did not expect to fall in love with the girl lying at the bottom of the boat.
curious, he set out in his own small boat towards the wayward vessel. he hoped he would be able to bring it in and return it to whomever it belonged.
he did not expect to fall in love.
then, no one ever does.
ben especially did not expect to fall in love with the girl lying at the bottom of the boat.
Thursday, May 09, 2013
Betty's Donut Cart
Norman and his wife Beatrice once owned a full-blown bakery. they were
younger then and had the energy to be up early and keep up with the demand of
the village's bread needs. the couple grew tired and successful, and so
they sold their bakery to a new young couple who were eager and restless for
work. Norman and Beatrice took some time off. they visited other
villages. they spent time in the city. but all that visiting made
them homesick. homesick for their kitchen, their ovens, clouds of bread
flour. that's when they decided to open the donut cart.
Labels:
ddmm,
drabble,
foothills,
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the grassy foothills
couples gather on the foothills at the shallow-rising base of the mountain
range for picnics in the spring time. men bring their dogs there for
leisurely hikes. women bring their children there to let out some
bottled energy - preserved over the long, white winter
here. artists line up along the edge of parking lots with
easels and battery-powered radios that only pick up the national weather
service and an off-shore pirate station. poets fall asleep under
blossoming trees. bees discover new flowers where last year's had
withered. a ranger watches over the flocking people. watching
out for that bear.
Tuesday, May 07, 2013
louise in the library
light shines in through the front window of the City South Library in the
early evening. in summer, the light casts long boxes over shelves of
unsorted books, returned by readers and waiting to be placed back in order.
keen-eyed passers by will notice the silhouette of a feline etched out of
the bottom few boxes of light. this is the shadow of a white cat with
blue eyes. she is nicknamed Louise. she came to the library on a warm
winter morning, the same warm winter morning before The Great Blizzard.
she has lived in the library ever since.
Monday, May 06, 2013
extra extra
he pours himself a thermos of hot coffee and pulls an orange beany over his
ears to keep warm. before anyone else in the village wakes, he has to
make his rounds, delivering black and white printed newspapers to every
neighborhood home and apartment.
the village paper is gratis. it's free. and everyone expects everyone else to read it.
he never reads it. everyone assumes he does. sipping from his thermos of coffee as he throws copies out of his truck window.
he leaves whole bundles of papers at the train station and in front of the three local cafes.
the village paper is gratis. it's free. and everyone expects everyone else to read it.
he never reads it. everyone assumes he does. sipping from his thermos of coffee as he throws copies out of his truck window.
he leaves whole bundles of papers at the train station and in front of the three local cafes.
local gossip
the blond haired girl that works the espresso bar at the big-name-bookstore
around the corner has six tattoos. there's one she never shows
anyone. it's the one she warns boyfriends about. and it's the
reason she always wears one piece bathing suit.
the blond haired girl that works the help desk at the big-name-bookstore
around the corner doesn't have any tattoos. she does have a strange
birthmark on the back of her neck though. she too always wears a one
piece bathing suit. i don't know the reason for this yet.
i only started working at the big-name-bookstore on Thursday.
Saturday, May 04, 2013
bo
bo is a black cat with no tail. he had a tail once. he can't
remember what it felt like to have one. but truth be told, he tries not to
think about it very often. thinking about it just gets him down. and down
is no good for a cat on the up and up.
bo is new to the neighborhood. he was chased away from the last place
by a nasty clan of raccoons. raccoons have no manners. no
etiquette. no panache. not in bo's opinion. this new place
has no raccoons. only the occasional rafter of turkeys.
Friday, May 03, 2013
market
every friday morning the empty lot behind the roller skating rink fills up with men and women driving big trucks, pulling stalls, filled with wares. fresh baked bread. vine ripened tomatoes. cabbages in multiple colors from throughout the rainbow. honey from bees who only pollinate nut bearing trees. locally harvested olives, grapes, capers, oranges, figs, lemons and lavender. there is a man with fresh oysters. a women peddling thyme, dill, sage and chocolate mint. families of quail hunters proving their stock to the passing crowds. and occasionally there is a bearded man there with a box of kittens for sale.
Thursday, May 02, 2013
star gazers
outside the bar three teenagers sit. the curb providing a foundation for both sport and reflection. skate boards rest, sullen, beside them. the smell of pizza lingering on their conversation. soda bottles half empty. their plastic bottoms scratched from the idle meditation. as they deliberate on the possibilities of places beyond the stars. they debate the truth of infinity. the infinity of nothingness. weather a "yes" is really a maybe or a reluctant agreement. tipsy dinners take big steps to avoid them. giggle. and then sigh. because they remember what it was like to be hindered by so many possibilities.
Wednesday, May 01, 2013
tapas
the end meal. dealt by a tired waitress in black. to a couple just beginning. over muscles sautéed in white wine and butter. crostini with roasted red pepper and young anchovies. sangria with peaches and raspberries. questions about professions over courses of small plates. an awkward smile. finished with a glimmer of splendor. with admiration for an older man. a younger woman. a Tuesday night at a tapas bar. olive pits collecting on a tiny side plate. questions piling up. does he have any tattoos? does she drink café or tea? when will i find out? should i just ask?
Tuesday, April 30, 2013
Macaron Boot Camp
With Adelaide, Cat, and Sara (and Rowdy)...
We took this picture for Nicole (think great British bake-off). ♥
beautiful and delicious Lemon Zest and White Chocolate Rose macarons!
Wednesday, April 24, 2013
boston, boston
on our way back
we saw
a bound land
where nightmares stop.
suggestions of love
obscure today.
we should have
helped everyone.
Been longing for the west coast lately, and seeing friend's pics of California makes me miss the good parts even more. Wish I could give it another shot - but rent is insane and pretty much impossible to pay on your own.
Anyone want to move to palm tree land with me?? :P (Liz Harrison)
Boston bound tomorrow if anyone wants to go for ride. Definitely a Lynwoods stop on the way back! (Michael Regan)
Hi Everyone, I went to the Jewel Box of Cape Cod today and Brian told me that I won!!! Thank you to everyone who helped me by liking my ring!! I won 450.00 gift certificate to the Jewel Box!!! Woo!! Hoo!! (Lorrie Roughan)
Anyone have any cool obscure film recommendations? I wanna get my mind blown again. (Jason Deehr)
If you have hulu plus, you should be watching Misfits. Right now. Thanks to Katy Acheson for the recommendation!(Deanna Mustachio)
Freaked the CRAP out of myself this morning! So, yesterday, I drew six "tick marks" on my left forearm - my Doctor Who friends know why. #impossibleastronaught day #counthesilence
This morning, when I got up and saw myself in the mirror, there were tick marks ON MY CHEST ... THAT I DON'T REMEMBER PUTTING THERE!!! Okay, sure, when the brain actually kicked in, I realized that the ink must have transferred in my sleep (presumably I was lying on my arm?), but there was that moment of, "WTF?! NO WAY...!"(Troy Pacelli)
I had a really great vacation but came home with a terrible cold. :( (Lauren Twombly)
Nearly done Joshua and looking forward to staring Judges.
Unrelated, but also in a much better place than yesterday. Here's to no nightmares in advance.(Caitlin Cloutier)
Anybody know why on the way to Boston I saw three buses from Rhode Island (touring style not school) and they had special written on their banner where they put where they are headed and two Rhode Island cruisers with their lights on on each end of them escorting them and two other state trooper SUVs in front as well as 4 more or so cruisers all from Rhode Island in single file?(Erin Fisk)
Can't wait to celebrate Momma Corley's bday tomorrow at Medieval Times (Maite Corley)
In pre-op, getting super nervous... (Emily Lagor)All this birthday love made my rainy day much brighter :) (Jessica Trufant)
My May is full of bass. (Glenjamin Washingmachine)
Does Ally Nolan need to know who the Ramones are? (Angela Nolan)
"I get very good results from feeding my lime tree with watered down urine…" Hmm, any other ideas? (Jonah Katz)
we saw
a bound land
where nightmares stop.
suggestions of love
obscure today.
we should have
helped everyone.
Been longing for the west coast lately, and seeing friend's pics of California makes me miss the good parts even more. Wish I could give it another shot - but rent is insane and pretty much impossible to pay on your own.
Anyone want to move to palm tree land with me?? :P (Liz Harrison)
Boston bound tomorrow if anyone wants to go for ride. Definitely a Lynwoods stop on the way back! (Michael Regan)
Hi Everyone, I went to the Jewel Box of Cape Cod today and Brian told me that I won!!! Thank you to everyone who helped me by liking my ring!! I won 450.00 gift certificate to the Jewel Box!!! Woo!! Hoo!! (Lorrie Roughan)
Anyone have any cool obscure film recommendations? I wanna get my mind blown again. (Jason Deehr)
If you have hulu plus, you should be watching Misfits. Right now. Thanks to Katy Acheson for the recommendation!(Deanna Mustachio)
Freaked the CRAP out of myself this morning! So, yesterday, I drew six "tick marks" on my left forearm - my Doctor Who friends know why. #impossibleastronaught day #counthesilence
This morning, when I got up and saw myself in the mirror, there were tick marks ON MY CHEST ... THAT I DON'T REMEMBER PUTTING THERE!!! Okay, sure, when the brain actually kicked in, I realized that the ink must have transferred in my sleep (presumably I was lying on my arm?), but there was that moment of, "WTF?! NO WAY...!"(Troy Pacelli)
I had a really great vacation but came home with a terrible cold. :( (Lauren Twombly)
Nearly done Joshua and looking forward to staring Judges.
Unrelated, but also in a much better place than yesterday. Here's to no nightmares in advance.(Caitlin Cloutier)
Anybody know why on the way to Boston I saw three buses from Rhode Island (touring style not school) and they had special written on their banner where they put where they are headed and two Rhode Island cruisers with their lights on on each end of them escorting them and two other state trooper SUVs in front as well as 4 more or so cruisers all from Rhode Island in single file?(Erin Fisk)
Can't wait to celebrate Momma Corley's bday tomorrow at Medieval Times (Maite Corley)
In pre-op, getting super nervous... (Emily Lagor)All this birthday love made my rainy day much brighter :) (Jessica Trufant)
My May is full of bass. (Glenjamin Washingmachine)
Does Ally Nolan need to know who the Ramones are? (Angela Nolan)
"I get very good results from feeding my lime tree with watered down urine…" Hmm, any other ideas? (Jonah Katz)
Friday, April 12, 2013
ten things i know to be true...
about jack.
1. jack likes to sleep in a USPS priority mail box. it fits him perfectly.
2. jack prefers to be spoon fed his medicated wet cat food instead of eating if from the bowl.
3. jack purrs when you say his name. if he was already purring before you said his name, he will purr louder.
4. jack does not like when his kitty-brother rowdy tries to clean him.
5. jack makes everything look comfortable, even the most ridiculous poses.
6. jack puts up with being picked up and kissed.
7. jack likes to sit on my lap. and he likes to be picked up onto the sofa instead of jumping up himself.
8. jack stops to smell the flowers. he really does.
9. jack's little feet twitch if his nose gets cold or wet.
10. jack snores the cutest snores.
crashing spirits
i am shaping beautiful hope
clearly closed and sometimes crazy.
but will you teach me respect for self
in the quake of others who are happy?
source: facebook status updates on April 12th, 2013
This WAS shaping up to be a beautiful weekend. Fuck! (doug frenza)
I'm happy. eh...what can I say. (Jason deehr)
Hannibal is an excellent show. I endorse it and hope others shall join me in watching it so that it shan't be cancelled. (john Michael bell)
hey tp people - is the snoqualmie falls hiking trail going to be closed this summer, or open finally? (karl lehtonen)
Note to self: stop arguing on twitter with people who are clearly unmedicated schizophrenics. (dave evans)
quantum quake (kevin drucas)
I got my aunt's number this week in Lebanon, but I don't have most on my numbers on it (ashraf Osman)
The respect with which we treat ourselves serves as the baseline for that which others give to us. (iliya yanamecho)
quite a nice start to the day
Lily slept till 7:00, got dressed and then we hurried to the bus (cos it was raining) but arrived 30 min too early at the bus stop by the nursery.. so decided to teach Lily how to jump in puddles.! (nadia hentze Knudsen)
I Love my life, its pretty cool :) Love you Moe, you drive me crazy sometimes, but your pretty cool too (donna simmons)
Thanks everyone, he's in good spirits as he goes to bed for the night, I'm sure he'll be fine. I'm gonna go to work tomorrow and pray I don't get a call on my cell 2 hours after I get there - fingers crossed - get better pop. (james beaton)
Anyone seeing the promotions for Hemlock Grove? Another stab at Twin Peaks genre? (angela Nolan)
When the Englishman who is crashing on your couch for two weeks cooks for the entire house and it's the best sauce you may have ever had ever #justthebritishthings #hashtagsmeannothingonfacebook (tina bowen)
Thursday, April 11, 2013
better tomorrow
i keep tomorrow sunny
filled with hanging the flower
warm and dirty hands
i am busy when allowed
sneezing at hungry matter
all for fun
i have helped tonight
kicked the fun in
epic, but still play
source: facebook status updates on April 11th, 2013
Chilly night here on the harbor in Provincetown! Temp is hanging at 40.2 degrees with a light breeze making it feel like 30's. (Jim Hughes)
If I keep sneezing, you're dead. (David Brooke)
The TARDIS & The FABULOUS Hair: could Dr. Who ever be female & WHO would play him/her?! (Chris Matthews)
Tooth drilled, but still with the ow. Hoping tomorrow brings a better, less-hissing-at-the-intake-of- air-filled day. (Dean Sasser)
I got accepted into big girl school. Rhode Island College here I come! (Emily Tullock)
I want to have the first gay marriage when it's allowed in Kansas. Taking applications for flower people and ringbears. (Jason Deehr)
parenting confession: a glass and a half of wine tonight have made me much more tolerant; aka I've been a lot more fun, akak 'better' mom. Of course they'd already washed their hands and were eating when it kicked in, so that helped. Dirty hungry kids are no fun no matter what. ;) (ellen b rogers)
It's sunny and warm and Shannon is in Berlin?! What?! (ana-maria bell)
It's a busy week for my facebook family . . . birthdays, engagements, epic vacations, all sorts of fun. :-D (bill kollas)
filled with hanging the flower
warm and dirty hands
i am busy when allowed
sneezing at hungry matter
all for fun
i have helped tonight
kicked the fun in
epic, but still play
source: facebook status updates on April 11th, 2013
Chilly night here on the harbor in Provincetown! Temp is hanging at 40.2 degrees with a light breeze making it feel like 30's. (Jim Hughes)
If I keep sneezing, you're dead. (David Brooke)
The TARDIS & The FABULOUS Hair: could Dr. Who ever be female & WHO would play him/her?! (Chris Matthews)
Tooth drilled, but still with the ow. Hoping tomorrow brings a better, less-hissing-at-the-intake-of-
I got accepted into big girl school. Rhode Island College here I come! (Emily Tullock)
I want to have the first gay marriage when it's allowed in Kansas. Taking applications for flower people and ringbears. (Jason Deehr)
parenting confession: a glass and a half of wine tonight have made me much more tolerant; aka I've been a lot more fun, akak 'better' mom. Of course they'd already washed their hands and were eating when it kicked in, so that helped. Dirty hungry kids are no fun no matter what. ;) (ellen b rogers)
It's sunny and warm and Shannon is in Berlin?! What?! (ana-maria bell)
It's a busy week for my facebook family . . . birthdays, engagements, epic vacations, all sorts of fun. :-D (bill kollas)
Monday, April 08, 2013
warmer
every season i go visit
to India
to Vegas
to Cape Cod
all shotgun guru and his miserable prophet
i leave people who pretend to be everything
i become everything
all of a sudden i pick the course
to the Balboa Islands
to the suburbs of Berlin
to Scotland again
source: facebook status updates on April 8th 2013
Did it become allergy season all of the sudden? (mike regan)
Driver picks the music. Shotgun shuts his cakehole. (Danielle DeSimone)
So Jenna Jameson and I like to vacation in the same areas. (Vegas and Balboa Island). Awkward, yes or no? (Nicole Beaudoin)
Back home on Cape Cod. Can't say I missed it, but it's good to be back. (Ben Hughes)
Of course Massachusetts decides to get a bit warmer just as I'm about to leave for Scotland again lol. Can't complain though, it's been a great visit, and on Thursday I get to see Ana-Maria Bell in Berlin! (Shannon Cocci)
Watching Kumare, a documentary about an indian dude who pretends to be a guru and tricks all these people into following him as a prophet, and theyre all miserable white people from the suburbs who believe everything. Embarassing. (Tristan Harrison)
Every once in a while I like to go to the vet and just BALL OUT. #baller (Spock Ayer)
Sunday, April 07, 2013
street drink
there goes the cowards.
they walk. kick. throw
visual hate.
send your echo of wonder
with wisdom wearing a sign.
they discovered the joy of powerless cinnamon.
joys coated the season
with my favorite play ground.
deal over the day with noise.
source: facebook status updates on april 7th 2013
visual echo (kevin drucas)
yay -less than a few hours before I drink in all the wisdom of my favorite tv character... Sally Draper. (eben moore)
Discovered the joys of spit-roast pineapple coated in cinnamon at Bem Brasil! (Kerry Acheson Parker)
I'm way too excited for the season premiere of Mad Men tonight. (elise gilbert)
My throat really hurts. God damn I hate throat hurts. (Jason Deehr)
Yesterday I was going into work got off at Park street and there was a guy who was wearing a sign that said "Drones are for cowards" REALLY? WTF? You want more soilders going over there to DIE because you HATE DRONES? what is your deal A**HOLE! Since you dont like Drones how about we send your stupid A** over there to get shot you stupid F*** (peter Koch)
Starting my Sunday off with a dead car. Awesome. (nicki burns)
must collect the kids now for the day! I wonder what they have planned. Maybe we can play Star Wars. Which is simply-they are Jedi Knights, I am a powerless villain, they kick the crap out of me and throw me to the ground which is the Sarlacc Pit-and yes, I always make the Lando noise!! (jeff la carrubba)
Well there goes my Sunday... (maite Corley)
Ahhhh...A Morning walk with my favorite husband (susan forester loughlin)
they walk. kick. throw
visual hate.
send your echo of wonder
with wisdom wearing a sign.
they discovered the joy of powerless cinnamon.
joys coated the season
with my favorite play ground.
deal over the day with noise.
source: facebook status updates on april 7th 2013
visual echo (kevin drucas)
yay -less than a few hours before I drink in all the wisdom of my favorite tv character... Sally Draper. (eben moore)
Discovered the joys of spit-roast pineapple coated in cinnamon at Bem Brasil! (Kerry Acheson Parker)
I'm way too excited for the season premiere of Mad Men tonight. (elise gilbert)
My throat really hurts. God damn I hate throat hurts. (Jason Deehr)
Yesterday I was going into work got off at Park street and there was a guy who was wearing a sign that said "Drones are for cowards" REALLY? WTF? You want more soilders going over there to DIE because you HATE DRONES? what is your deal A**HOLE! Since you dont like Drones how about we send your stupid A** over there to get shot you stupid F*** (peter Koch)
Starting my Sunday off with a dead car. Awesome. (nicki burns)
must collect the kids now for the day! I wonder what they have planned. Maybe we can play Star Wars. Which is simply-they are Jedi Knights, I am a powerless villain, they kick the crap out of me and throw me to the ground which is the Sarlacc Pit-and yes, I always make the Lando noise!! (jeff la carrubba)
Well there goes my Sunday... (maite Corley)
Ahhhh...A Morning walk with my favorite husband (susan forester loughlin)
Saturday, April 06, 2013
note the time
i like listening to the heat vents rattle
with the warm air pushing its way towards me
at 6:31 in the morning
on a cold, spring's Saturday.
if i could stay here for the day
absorbing the sun through the glass doors
and windows
with the cats laid out like ornaments...
but i would fall asleep.
with the warm air pushing its way towards me
at 6:31 in the morning
on a cold, spring's Saturday.
if i could stay here for the day
absorbing the sun through the glass doors
and windows
with the cats laid out like ornaments...
but i would fall asleep.
Thursday, March 28, 2013
ten things i know to be true...
... about my dad.
1. my dad hates the song rock lobster by the b52s. you can ask him why.
2. my dad is great at telling stories. especially around camp fires.
3. my dad's idea of a camp fire is bigger and brighter than your idea of a camp fire.
4. my dad once arrested santa claus.
5. my dad once had to pull one of my classmates in elementary school out of a trash can at the museum of science in boston. he was chaperoning a school trip. i think that was the last time he ever volunteered to chaperon a trip for my class.
6. my dad used to build lego castles for my sister and i so we could play with (aka destroy) it. i don't think he liked it though.
7. my dad would do anything he could to help me or my brother or sister. and he does.
8. my dad likes mint lifesavers.
9. my dad took me to a Celtics game when i was too young to appreciate it. i remember being so bored we ended up leaving. i know he was disappointed, but going to the garden with my dad is still a vivid and brilliant memory. thank you, dad!
10. my dad's homemade chili is still my favorite. it's the best. he's the best.
i know it's early for father's day, but I've been thinking about my dad a lot lately. i love you, dad!
list format inspired by Sarah Kay's TEDtalks "If I should have a daughter..." viewable on TED.com or youtube
1. my dad hates the song rock lobster by the b52s. you can ask him why.
2. my dad is great at telling stories. especially around camp fires.
3. my dad's idea of a camp fire is bigger and brighter than your idea of a camp fire.
4. my dad once arrested santa claus.
5. my dad once had to pull one of my classmates in elementary school out of a trash can at the museum of science in boston. he was chaperoning a school trip. i think that was the last time he ever volunteered to chaperon a trip for my class.
6. my dad used to build lego castles for my sister and i so we could play with (aka destroy) it. i don't think he liked it though.
7. my dad would do anything he could to help me or my brother or sister. and he does.
8. my dad likes mint lifesavers.
9. my dad took me to a Celtics game when i was too young to appreciate it. i remember being so bored we ended up leaving. i know he was disappointed, but going to the garden with my dad is still a vivid and brilliant memory. thank you, dad!
10. my dad's homemade chili is still my favorite. it's the best. he's the best.
i know it's early for father's day, but I've been thinking about my dad a lot lately. i love you, dad!
list format inspired by Sarah Kay's TEDtalks "If I should have a daughter..." viewable on TED.com or youtube
Tuesday, March 19, 2013
Sunday, March 17, 2013
terrarium terror update
so they aren't/weren't springtails. i did a lot more reading up. springtails spring, as in jump. the little white specs i found don't/didn't.
with the help of a few friends on facebook though, i decided to drizzle my terrarium with garlic infused EVOO (no fresh garlic in the house at the moment), and there are considerably fewer little white specs moving around than there were an hour ago.
now i'm wondering if the olive oil is going to impact the plants...
terrarium terror - the first real learning experience
i went to go take lots of pretty pictures of my pretty terrariums. it's not very bright in here, so i used flash with my lovely camera. alas, it's a good thing i did because this is what i saw...
i got the creepy crawlies instantly.
so i looked online and suspect that these little lovelies are called springtails. several websites suggested that these come from too much humidity. so I've put the plants in front of the dehumidifier downstairs, but i suspect i am going to have to remake my terrariums. the soil i used had been in a big bag in our basement - not the driest space ever.
on the shopping list: new soil, new plants. on the to-do list: clean everything and dry everything out before replanting new terrariums. but i will see if dehydration works first.
less bugs in the house would be good. there are already enough as it is.
Friday, March 15, 2013
building my first terrarium
i decided that i want some new plants in the house, and have for a while been drawn to the idea of a terrarium; a small little eco system encased in glass. so i plan on turning one or two of the glass vases or jars i have at home (and never use) into a little plant world.
i did a little research:
and
and after looking at hundreds of beautiful pictures online, i have decided that 1) they aren't difficult to build, 2) they don't sound too hard to maintain and 3) even if i do completely mess it up, it doesn't cost much.
before work this morning i went to mahoney's garden center in falmouth and purchased some pebbles, charcoal, moss, and these five "itty bitty" plants...
i have uber mini figurines (a little swamp thing, an alien, and two ninja turtles) at home ready to traverse the mini landscape. and i think we have potting soil at home already, but that's always something i can pick up at any grocery store this time of year.
now all i need is some time at home to actually design and plant!
Friday, March 01, 2013
table
he sat at a table, his back to space
he waited for the girl
who wrote the book
that held the secrets
of his past lives.
she entered with the captain.
the man at the table stood up,
shook her hand,
and offered to buy her tea.
he watched as she drank
from the small tea cup
and ate jammie dodgers.
he told her about his memories,
and about the book he thinks she wrote.
she did not reply.
frustrated he asked her,
"did you write the book or not?"
to which she stood up,
clearing the crumbs from her lap
and answered, "yes, hugh,
but i wrote it in another lifetime."
she left without looking back,
and she never said thank you
for the tea and biscuits.
he waited for the girl
who wrote the book
that held the secrets
of his past lives.
she entered with the captain.
the man at the table stood up,
shook her hand,
and offered to buy her tea.
he watched as she drank
from the small tea cup
and ate jammie dodgers.
he told her about his memories,
and about the book he thinks she wrote.
she did not reply.
frustrated he asked her,
"did you write the book or not?"
to which she stood up,
clearing the crumbs from her lap
and answered, "yes, hugh,
but i wrote it in another lifetime."
she left without looking back,
and she never said thank you
for the tea and biscuits.
A Love Poem Project part 19
We should have shoveled
In the middle of the night
Or sprinkled fresh salt on the deck
At the point we understood
When the white stuff wasn't going to stop
We might have saved outselves the huff and puff
With the daily grind
Paved in broad day light
Songs to Jonannes part III by Mina Loy from The Lost Lunar Baedeker
We might have coupled
In the bed-ridden monopoly of a moment
Or broken flesh with one another
At the profane communion table
Where wine is spill'd on promiscuous lips
We might have given birth to a butterfly
With the daily news
Printed in blood on its wings
In the middle of the night
Or sprinkled fresh salt on the deck
At the point we understood
When the white stuff wasn't going to stop
We might have saved outselves the huff and puff
With the daily grind
Paved in broad day light
Songs to Jonannes part III by Mina Loy from The Lost Lunar Baedeker
We might have coupled
In the bed-ridden monopoly of a moment
Or broken flesh with one another
At the profane communion table
Where wine is spill'd on promiscuous lips
We might have given birth to a butterfly
With the daily news
Printed in blood on its wings
A Love Poem Project part 18
Big scoop. Seed sale for farmers. How they lined up, pushed barrows
into farm town. Vroom, vroom. Such miracle growth is. Denim,
___ switchblades &
___ dirt: is life giving. It's funny how it rains but when we
were in it, right in it, we ran for cover. Did You? Or does you
only do toms & cucs? _____We want tasty vegetables to take
home this week with splendid prices.
Returning homeward. __ oh, yeah. Could be organic, should be a label
__ on each Round
__ to tell us. I'm living within my locavore
vegan mushroom ___ yet still smoke & covet the frito lays aisle.
house holds) by albert mobilio from me with animal towering
Big deal. Pillow sale for them. How they tied up, rode groovy
into Bitetown. Vroom, vroom. Such miracle love as. Notes,
___ Kickbaks, &
___ disturb: ing lubrication. It's funny now in retro but when we
were in it, right in it, we Felt squeezed. Did You? Or does you
only do luv & kisses? _____We got tasty tablets to take
upon this rock with sending sky.
Returning world. __ oh, yeah. Could be big, should a bowie
__ knife Round
__ us out. I'm living within my flaking
paintjob's room ___ yet still Clue & covet a Greyhound zone.
into farm town. Vroom, vroom. Such miracle growth is. Denim,
___ switchblades &
___ dirt: is life giving. It's funny how it rains but when we
were in it, right in it, we ran for cover. Did You? Or does you
only do toms & cucs? _____We want tasty vegetables to take
home this week with splendid prices.
Returning homeward. __ oh, yeah. Could be organic, should be a label
__ on each Round
__ to tell us. I'm living within my locavore
vegan mushroom ___ yet still smoke & covet the frito lays aisle.
house holds) by albert mobilio from me with animal towering
Big deal. Pillow sale for them. How they tied up, rode groovy
into Bitetown. Vroom, vroom. Such miracle love as. Notes,
___ Kickbaks, &
___ disturb: ing lubrication. It's funny now in retro but when we
were in it, right in it, we Felt squeezed. Did You? Or does you
only do luv & kisses? _____We got tasty tablets to take
upon this rock with sending sky.
Returning world. __ oh, yeah. Could be big, should a bowie
__ knife Round
__ us out. I'm living within my flaking
paintjob's room ___ yet still Clue & covet a Greyhound zone.
A Love Poem Project part 17
The first time we had breakfast together in a duvet
with white pillow cases, he leaned forward
and took my two hands in his hands and said,
I'm going to leave soon. I want you to know that.
And I said, I think I do know.
And he said, What surprises me is that you don't.
And I said, I do. And he said, What?
And I said, Know that you're going to leave.
And he said, No, I mean know that you are.
The Last Time by Marie Howe from What the Living Do
The last time we had dinner together in a restaurant
with white tablecloths, he leaned forward
and took my two hands in his hands and said,
I'm going to die soon. I want you to know that.
And I said, I think I do know.
And he said, What surprises me is that you don't.
And I said, I do. And he said, What?
And I said, Know that you're going to die.
And he said, No, I mean know that you are.
with white pillow cases, he leaned forward
and took my two hands in his hands and said,
I'm going to leave soon. I want you to know that.
And I said, I think I do know.
And he said, What surprises me is that you don't.
And I said, I do. And he said, What?
And I said, Know that you're going to leave.
And he said, No, I mean know that you are.
The Last Time by Marie Howe from What the Living Do
The last time we had dinner together in a restaurant
with white tablecloths, he leaned forward
and took my two hands in his hands and said,
I'm going to die soon. I want you to know that.
And I said, I think I do know.
And he said, What surprises me is that you don't.
And I said, I do. And he said, What?
And I said, Know that you're going to die.
And he said, No, I mean know that you are.
A Love Poem Project part 16
There are new breaks in New England. Like the soilders
Each has fallen, against one another
Splintering in every way every time
a unique direction
And rubbing tightly past all of it
Fresh from the heavy winds
And the cruel New England storms.
The bow breaks, finds the ground
The ground caves. Once someone
Put a car too close
And there for all to see, for all the children,
Every New Englander
saw tragedy. What I've seen
Is all I can bear: dead trees.
Product by George Oppen from Selected Poems
There is no beauty in New England like the boats.
Each itself, even the paint white
Dripping to each wave each time
At anchor, mast
And rigging tightly part of it
Fresh from the dry tools
And the dry New England hands.
The bow soars, finds the waves
The hull accepts Once someone
Put a bowl afloat
And there for all to see, for all the children,
Even the New Englander
Was boatness. What I've seen
Is all I've found: myself.
Each has fallen, against one another
Splintering in every way every time
a unique direction
And rubbing tightly past all of it
Fresh from the heavy winds
And the cruel New England storms.
The bow breaks, finds the ground
The ground caves. Once someone
Put a car too close
And there for all to see, for all the children,
Every New Englander
saw tragedy. What I've seen
Is all I can bear: dead trees.
Product by George Oppen from Selected Poems
There is no beauty in New England like the boats.
Each itself, even the paint white
Dripping to each wave each time
At anchor, mast
And rigging tightly part of it
Fresh from the dry tools
And the dry New England hands.
The bow soars, finds the waves
The hull accepts Once someone
Put a bowl afloat
And there for all to see, for all the children,
Even the New Englander
Was boatness. What I've seen
Is all I've found: myself.
A Love Poem Project part 15
I take myself a piece apart
beyond the light of worlds that to and fro,
But oh, the alienated hurt
Till someone finds me and takes me out.
'Tis pretty if the stars requiem
(Or so says i) than if they stare
I steal the night and transpire
under the starlight of a long day.
But so with all, from blades of grass
to the hide of a tree to Gobi fish,
So all must die to quell my heart
and I speak and tell you where to go.
Revelations by Robert Frost from New Enlarged Anthology of Robert Frost's Poems
We make ourselves a place apart
behind light words that tease and flout,
But oh, the agitated heart
Till someone find us really out.
'Tis pity if the case require
(Or so we say) that in the end
We speak the literal to inspire
The understanding of a friend.
But so with all, from babes that play
At hide-and-seek to God afar,
So all who hide too well away
Must speak and tell us where they are.
beyond the light of worlds that to and fro,
But oh, the alienated hurt
Till someone finds me and takes me out.
'Tis pretty if the stars requiem
(Or so says i) than if they stare
I steal the night and transpire
under the starlight of a long day.
But so with all, from blades of grass
to the hide of a tree to Gobi fish,
So all must die to quell my heart
and I speak and tell you where to go.
Revelations by Robert Frost from New Enlarged Anthology of Robert Frost's Poems
We make ourselves a place apart
behind light words that tease and flout,
But oh, the agitated heart
Till someone find us really out.
'Tis pity if the case require
(Or so we say) that in the end
We speak the literal to inspire
The understanding of a friend.
But so with all, from babes that play
At hide-and-seek to God afar,
So all who hide too well away
Must speak and tell us where they are.
Sunday, February 17, 2013
A Love Poem Project part 14
Saint Valentine.
although tired, should the interested party
impart the plot of the dreamer's cause
by permanently fixating?
Might you have killed a stale
form of the be-ers inconsiderate mind?
or bridge neatly a sober thought through
a perfectly false leaf from home.
dug up from underneath,
a wish for touch or that minute filled fully
and called "amorously unarmed
silhouette" fawning over a woman.
Or did the angel
prevent parasites from burying deep back against
those descendants mightier since a protest?
But wondering is the maker
of friends. Why tinker
with any of ours in connection
with the affair or the wine no one drank?
by then the mark did not fit.
For February 14th by Marianne Moore from Complete Poems
Saint Valentine.
although late, would "some interested law
impelled to plod in the poem's cause"
be permitted a line?
Might you have liked a stone
from a De Beers Consolidated Mine?
or badger-neat saber-thronged thistle
of Palestine--the leaves alone
down'd underneath,
worth a touch? or that mimosa-leafed vine
called an "alexander's armillary
sphere" fanning out in a wreath?
Or did the ark
preserve paradise-birds with jet-black plumbs,
whose descendants might serve as presents?
But questioning is the mark
of pest! Why think
only of animals in connection
with the ark or the wine Noah drank?
but that the ark did not sink.
although tired, should the interested party
impart the plot of the dreamer's cause
by permanently fixating?
Might you have killed a stale
form of the be-ers inconsiderate mind?
or bridge neatly a sober thought through
a perfectly false leaf from home.
dug up from underneath,
a wish for touch or that minute filled fully
and called "amorously unarmed
silhouette" fawning over a woman.
Or did the angel
prevent parasites from burying deep back against
those descendants mightier since a protest?
But wondering is the maker
of friends. Why tinker
with any of ours in connection
with the affair or the wine no one drank?
by then the mark did not fit.
For February 14th by Marianne Moore from Complete Poems
Saint Valentine.
although late, would "some interested law
impelled to plod in the poem's cause"
be permitted a line?
Might you have liked a stone
from a De Beers Consolidated Mine?
or badger-neat saber-thronged thistle
of Palestine--the leaves alone
down'd underneath,
worth a touch? or that mimosa-leafed vine
called an "alexander's armillary
sphere" fanning out in a wreath?
Or did the ark
preserve paradise-birds with jet-black plumbs,
whose descendants might serve as presents?
But questioning is the mark
of pest! Why think
only of animals in connection
with the ark or the wine Noah drank?
but that the ark did not sink.
Wednesday, February 13, 2013
A Love Poem Project part 13
First, a love must be magical,
Then musical as a sea-gull.
It must be a brightness moving
And hold secret a bird's flowering.
It must be slender as a bell,
And it must bold fire as well.
It must have the wisdom of bows
And it must kneel like a rose.
It must be able to hear
The luminance of dove and deer.
It must be able to hide
What it seeks, like a bride.
And over all I would like to hover
God, smiling from the lovers' cover.
(note: i know this seems like a very small change... but the poem is already so lovely. i only have to change two words to change the entire meaning, and i do love it so)
Have Come, Am Here part 15 by Jose Garcia Villa from The Anchored Angel
First, a poem must be magical,
Then musical as a sea-gull.
It must be a brightness moving
And hold secret a bird's flowering.
It must be slender as a bell,
And it must bold fire as well.
It must have the wisdom of bows
And it must kneel like a rose.
It must be able to hear
The luminance of dove and deer.
It must be able to hide
What it seeks, like a bride.
And over all I would like to hover
God, smiling from the poem's cover.
Then musical as a sea-gull.
It must be a brightness moving
And hold secret a bird's flowering.
It must be slender as a bell,
And it must bold fire as well.
It must have the wisdom of bows
And it must kneel like a rose.
It must be able to hear
The luminance of dove and deer.
It must be able to hide
What it seeks, like a bride.
And over all I would like to hover
God, smiling from the lovers' cover.
(note: i know this seems like a very small change... but the poem is already so lovely. i only have to change two words to change the entire meaning, and i do love it so)
Have Come, Am Here part 15 by Jose Garcia Villa from The Anchored Angel
First, a poem must be magical,
Then musical as a sea-gull.
It must be a brightness moving
And hold secret a bird's flowering.
It must be slender as a bell,
And it must bold fire as well.
It must have the wisdom of bows
And it must kneel like a rose.
It must be able to hear
The luminance of dove and deer.
It must be able to hide
What it seeks, like a bride.
And over all I would like to hover
God, smiling from the poem's cover.
A Love Poem Project part 12
Heartbreak is contagious, a hot fire
in the stomach, to numb the heart
and let sweaty palms grow moist
in the morning traffic. We seek
out companions, imagine their forgiveness
along with a cool tangle of arms.
Before night, before morning they would
be bringing us back into warm motions
and rituals, all breasts eternally permitting,
growing in love. We are hopeful.
A reunited beloved girl gains
our trust. A careful tongue hangs
on its every mouthful, its bright
mood bringing to life our pathos.
Our eyes turn cold and tired;
hair grows in our eyes; a stink
of deception, foul clouding of moments
and lies. But light comes, we break
our very best. The first bride to be.
Great sobs surface and softly subside
around us. Ancient ghosts of the past?
No, Friends are falling in our scene.
The Beginning of Myth by William Hathaway from The Gymnast of Inertia
Breakfast is congnac, a cozy fire
for the stomach, to numb the lips
and let swamp trees grow emerald
in the morning mist. We fish
for crappie, imagine their huge eyes
aglow in a cold tangle of roots.
Before day, before history the wood
is swollen black, the water murky
with danger, all beasts eternally pregnant,
grunting in labor. We are drunk.
A reptile becoming a bird groans
in trees. A purple tongue hangs
from the fish's mouth and its bright
blood drips to beetles in palmetto.
Our eyes turn old and terribly keen;
hair grows in our shoes; a stink
of dinosaur, flies clouding their mouths
and eyes. But light comes, we break
out the beer. The fish begin to bite.
Great bubbles surface and softly belch
around us. Ancient gases of the dead?
No, Frogs are farting in their sleep.
in the stomach, to numb the heart
and let sweaty palms grow moist
in the morning traffic. We seek
out companions, imagine their forgiveness
along with a cool tangle of arms.
Before night, before morning they would
be bringing us back into warm motions
and rituals, all breasts eternally permitting,
growing in love. We are hopeful.
A reunited beloved girl gains
our trust. A careful tongue hangs
on its every mouthful, its bright
mood bringing to life our pathos.
Our eyes turn cold and tired;
hair grows in our eyes; a stink
of deception, foul clouding of moments
and lies. But light comes, we break
our very best. The first bride to be.
Great sobs surface and softly subside
around us. Ancient ghosts of the past?
No, Friends are falling in our scene.
The Beginning of Myth by William Hathaway from The Gymnast of Inertia
Breakfast is congnac, a cozy fire
for the stomach, to numb the lips
and let swamp trees grow emerald
in the morning mist. We fish
for crappie, imagine their huge eyes
aglow in a cold tangle of roots.
Before day, before history the wood
is swollen black, the water murky
with danger, all beasts eternally pregnant,
grunting in labor. We are drunk.
A reptile becoming a bird groans
in trees. A purple tongue hangs
from the fish's mouth and its bright
blood drips to beetles in palmetto.
Our eyes turn old and terribly keen;
hair grows in our shoes; a stink
of dinosaur, flies clouding their mouths
and eyes. But light comes, we break
out the beer. The fish begin to bite.
Great bubbles surface and softly belch
around us. Ancient gases of the dead?
No, Frogs are farting in their sleep.
Tuesday, February 12, 2013
A Love Poem Project part 11
Candy, foil wrapped,
cardboard and paper.
The construction
of the truffle.
Little chocolate whirls
spiral,
and at the center a surprise
awaits covered all around.
Candy, foil wrapped,
cardboard and paper.
Night by Federico Garcia Lorca from Poem of the Deep Song (Poema del Cante Jondo)
Candle, oil lamp,
lamppost and firefly.
The constellation
of the saeta.
Little golden windows
tremble,
and at dawn superimposed
crosses sway about.
Candle, oil lamp,
lamppost and firefly.
cardboard and paper.
The construction
of the truffle.
Little chocolate whirls
spiral,
and at the center a surprise
awaits covered all around.
Candy, foil wrapped,
cardboard and paper.
Night by Federico Garcia Lorca from Poem of the Deep Song (Poema del Cante Jondo)
Candle, oil lamp,
lamppost and firefly.
The constellation
of the saeta.
Little golden windows
tremble,
and at dawn superimposed
crosses sway about.
Candle, oil lamp,
lamppost and firefly.
A Love Poem Project part 10
Should there not be a forbidden love, should there not be in the present sentiment of golden aged permissions, should there not be by a sacrifice, should there be.
Count the losses, cut the chains, silence the moon and the fire flies. See the balance slip under waves, see the way the sharks are waiting unseen from the sea, from that and underneath.
Cut the whole of space into twenty fortresses and then and then is there a blood line, there is but it is old, it is then put where it is and nothing can change.
A regal decree of red means that, a regal exchange is made.
Climbing altogether in when there is no last chance of mending no more than a dying king, commanding all of this as stubborn as a jam.
Just as they are suffering, just as they are separated, just as they are love so is there no dying.
Cranberries by Gertrude Stein from Tender Buttons
Could there not be a sudden date, could there not be in the present settlement of old age pensions, could there not be by a witness, could there be.
Count the chain, cut the grass, silence the noon and murder flies. See the basting undip the chart, see the way the kinds are best seen from the rest, from that and untidy.
Cut the whole space into twenty-four spaces and then and then is there a yellow color, there is but it is smelled, it is then put where it is and nothing stolen.
A remarkable degree of red means that, a remarkable exchange is made.
Climbing altogether in when there is a solid chance of soiling no more than a dirty thing, coloring all of it in steadying is jelly.
Just as it is suffering, just as it is succeeded, just as it is most so is there no countering.
Count the losses, cut the chains, silence the moon and the fire flies. See the balance slip under waves, see the way the sharks are waiting unseen from the sea, from that and underneath.
Cut the whole of space into twenty fortresses and then and then is there a blood line, there is but it is old, it is then put where it is and nothing can change.
A regal decree of red means that, a regal exchange is made.
Climbing altogether in when there is no last chance of mending no more than a dying king, commanding all of this as stubborn as a jam.
Just as they are suffering, just as they are separated, just as they are love so is there no dying.
Cranberries by Gertrude Stein from Tender Buttons
Could there not be a sudden date, could there not be in the present settlement of old age pensions, could there not be by a witness, could there be.
Count the chain, cut the grass, silence the noon and murder flies. See the basting undip the chart, see the way the kinds are best seen from the rest, from that and untidy.
Cut the whole space into twenty-four spaces and then and then is there a yellow color, there is but it is smelled, it is then put where it is and nothing stolen.
A remarkable degree of red means that, a remarkable exchange is made.
Climbing altogether in when there is a solid chance of soiling no more than a dirty thing, coloring all of it in steadying is jelly.
Just as it is suffering, just as it is succeeded, just as it is most so is there no countering.
Monday, February 11, 2013
nemo was his name-o
the love poem project will resume tomorrow, and there will still be 28 poems. i'll post three or four tomorrow to catch up - just need to translate them ^_^
silly blizzard... knocking out power out for two solid days!
silly blizzard... knocking out power out for two solid days!
Saturday, February 09, 2013
A Love Poem Project part 9
What thoughts I had of you today, John Barrowman, while I skipped down the main road under the awnings with a bunch of carnations looking at the sale signs.
With my humble finances, and window shopping my dreams, I went into the Asian food market, dreaming of your enameled whites!
What coconuts and what persimmons! Whole families shopping at once! Aisles full of husbands! Wives in the noodles, babies in the rice!--and you, John Barrowman, what were you doing down by the fish counter?
I saw you, John Barrowman, careless, goofy old grubber, joking among the natives in the refrigerator and winking at the grocery boys.
I heard you asking questions in Welch: Who killed the angels? What price for marriage? Are you my executioner?
I wandered in and out of the colorful columns of cans and followed you, and followed in my imagination by the oriental time agents.
We galloped down the thin corridors together in our solitary fancy shaking cheese puffs, acquiring a taste for dried crab, and never passing the police box.
Where are we going, John Barrowman? The doors close in an hour. Which way does your smile point today?
(I touch your pecs and dream of our odyssey in the supernova galaxy and feel giddy.)
Will we fly all night through solitary universe? The bees add buzzing to buzzing, lights out in the suns, around lonely planets.
Will we spin dreaming of the lost dogmas of love past blue spaceships in driveways, home to our silent planet?
Ah, dear actor, slick hair, horny old future-man, what did America do to you when roses quit pollinating with fairies and you stepped out to a screaming crowd and stood watching the ship disappear on the black skies of earth?
A Supermarket in California by Alan Ginsberg from Howl and other poems Berkeley 1955
What thoughts I have of you tonight, Walt Whitman, for I walked down the sidestreets under the trees with a headache self-conscious looking at the full moon.
In my hungry fatigue, and shopping for images, I went into the neon fruit supermarket, dreaming of your enumerations!
What peaches and what penumbras! Whole families shopping at night! Aisles full of husbands! Wives in the avocados, babies in the tomatoes!--and you, Garcia Lorca, what were you doing down by the watermelons?
I saw you, Walt Whitman, childless, lonely old grubber, poking among the meats in the refrigerator and eyeing the grocery boys.
I heard you asking questions of each: Who killed the pork chops? What price bananas? Are you my Angel?
I wandered in and out of the brilliant stacks of cans following you, and followed in my imagination by the store detective.
We strode down the open corridors together in our solitary fancy tasting artichokes, possessing every frozen delicacy, and never passing the cashier.
Where are we going, Walt Whitman? The doors close in an hour. Which way does your beard point tonight?
(I touch your book and dream of our odyssey in the supermarket and feel absurd.)
Will we walk all night through solitary streets? The trees add shade to shade, lights out in the houses, we'll both be lonely.
Will we stroll dreaming of the lost American of love past blue automobiles in driveways, home to our silent cottage?
Ah, dear father, graybeard, lonely old courage-teacher, what America did you have when Charon quit poling his ferry and you got out on a smoking bank and stood watching the boat disappear on the black waters of Lethe?
With my humble finances, and window shopping my dreams, I went into the Asian food market, dreaming of your enameled whites!
What coconuts and what persimmons! Whole families shopping at once! Aisles full of husbands! Wives in the noodles, babies in the rice!--and you, John Barrowman, what were you doing down by the fish counter?
I saw you, John Barrowman, careless, goofy old grubber, joking among the natives in the refrigerator and winking at the grocery boys.
I heard you asking questions in Welch: Who killed the angels? What price for marriage? Are you my executioner?
I wandered in and out of the colorful columns of cans and followed you, and followed in my imagination by the oriental time agents.
We galloped down the thin corridors together in our solitary fancy shaking cheese puffs, acquiring a taste for dried crab, and never passing the police box.
Where are we going, John Barrowman? The doors close in an hour. Which way does your smile point today?
(I touch your pecs and dream of our odyssey in the supernova galaxy and feel giddy.)
Will we fly all night through solitary universe? The bees add buzzing to buzzing, lights out in the suns, around lonely planets.
Will we spin dreaming of the lost dogmas of love past blue spaceships in driveways, home to our silent planet?
Ah, dear actor, slick hair, horny old future-man, what did America do to you when roses quit pollinating with fairies and you stepped out to a screaming crowd and stood watching the ship disappear on the black skies of earth?
A Supermarket in California by Alan Ginsberg from Howl and other poems Berkeley 1955
What thoughts I have of you tonight, Walt Whitman, for I walked down the sidestreets under the trees with a headache self-conscious looking at the full moon.
In my hungry fatigue, and shopping for images, I went into the neon fruit supermarket, dreaming of your enumerations!
What peaches and what penumbras! Whole families shopping at night! Aisles full of husbands! Wives in the avocados, babies in the tomatoes!--and you, Garcia Lorca, what were you doing down by the watermelons?
I saw you, Walt Whitman, childless, lonely old grubber, poking among the meats in the refrigerator and eyeing the grocery boys.
I heard you asking questions of each: Who killed the pork chops? What price bananas? Are you my Angel?
I wandered in and out of the brilliant stacks of cans following you, and followed in my imagination by the store detective.
We strode down the open corridors together in our solitary fancy tasting artichokes, possessing every frozen delicacy, and never passing the cashier.
Where are we going, Walt Whitman? The doors close in an hour. Which way does your beard point tonight?
(I touch your book and dream of our odyssey in the supermarket and feel absurd.)
Will we walk all night through solitary streets? The trees add shade to shade, lights out in the houses, we'll both be lonely.
Will we stroll dreaming of the lost American of love past blue automobiles in driveways, home to our silent cottage?
Ah, dear father, graybeard, lonely old courage-teacher, what America did you have when Charon quit poling his ferry and you got out on a smoking bank and stood watching the boat disappear on the black waters of Lethe?
Friday, February 08, 2013
A Love Poem Project part 8
Love has trickled
down young pupils branches
to a thin howl.
It is planted in every vein
to keep the untidy mirth of wondering.
Everyone around me is crying to go home.
The dancers, the singers humming to be left alone and be done with.
Sulking in the bathroom stalls, migraine of weeping,
between the deep sobs and the road to forgetting,
I want to stop, to lie down
to scream out what my heart feels.
Behind me others wait to express their losses
all over the surfaces of stalls for hire.
They go in, they write about me.
They reveal secrets and gawk,
until the school closes and I continue on.
Walking in the Breakdown Lane by Louise Erdrich from Original Fire: Selected and New Poems
Wind has stripped
the young plum trees
to a thing howl.
They are planted in squares
to keep the loose dirt from wandering.
Everything around me is crying to be gone.
The fields, the crops humming to be cut and done with.
Walking in the breakdown lane, margin of gravel,
between the cut swaths and the road to Fargo,
I want to stop, to lie down
in standing wheat of standing water.
Behind me thunder mounts as trucks of cattle
roar over, faces pressed to slats for air.
They go on, they go on without me.
They pound, pound and bawl,
until the road closes over them farther on.
down young pupils branches
to a thin howl.
It is planted in every vein
to keep the untidy mirth of wondering.
Everyone around me is crying to go home.
The dancers, the singers humming to be left alone and be done with.
Sulking in the bathroom stalls, migraine of weeping,
between the deep sobs and the road to forgetting,
I want to stop, to lie down
to scream out what my heart feels.
Behind me others wait to express their losses
all over the surfaces of stalls for hire.
They go in, they write about me.
They reveal secrets and gawk,
until the school closes and I continue on.
Walking in the Breakdown Lane by Louise Erdrich from Original Fire: Selected and New Poems
Wind has stripped
the young plum trees
to a thing howl.
They are planted in squares
to keep the loose dirt from wandering.
Everything around me is crying to be gone.
The fields, the crops humming to be cut and done with.
Walking in the breakdown lane, margin of gravel,
between the cut swaths and the road to Fargo,
I want to stop, to lie down
in standing wheat of standing water.
Behind me thunder mounts as trucks of cattle
roar over, faces pressed to slats for air.
They go on, they go on without me.
They pound, pound and bawl,
until the road closes over them farther on.
Thursday, February 07, 2013
A Love Poem Project part 7
We stood by at dawn that blistered day,
And watched the sun turn white, as though
lovers we looked on,
And a few whispers lay on the starving ears,
--They left us fallen from silences, and our happy
ignorance.
Your eyes on me were as eyes that hide
Under tedious accusations that we should have resolved;
And some words you played between the good and
the bad--
On each side a loss more than our love.
The sick smile on your mouth is the ugliest
thing
Vile enough to halve a woman's strength to live;
And the will of sour apples to hang to the tree
Like luminous signs against grace...
Since then, a few lessons learned from my love,
And words where I too was wrong, have slapped against
Your face, and the cold-lighted sun, and an apple tree
And a dawn remembered with grayish detail.
Neutral Tones by Thomas Hardy from Wessex Poems
We stood by a pond that winter day,
And the sun was white, as though
chidden of God,
And a few leaves lay on the starving sod,
--They had fallen from an ash, and were
gray.
Your eyes on me were as eyes that rove
Over tedious riddles solved years ago;
And some words played between us to and
fro--
On which lost the more by our love.
The smile on your mouth was the deadest
thing
Alive enough to have strength to die;
And a grin of bitterness swept therby
Like an ominous bird a-wing...
Since then, keen lessons that love deceives,
And wrings with wrong, have shaped me to
Your face, and the God-crust sun, and a tree
And a pond edged with grayish leaves.
And watched the sun turn white, as though
lovers we looked on,
And a few whispers lay on the starving ears,
--They left us fallen from silences, and our happy
ignorance.
Your eyes on me were as eyes that hide
Under tedious accusations that we should have resolved;
And some words you played between the good and
the bad--
On each side a loss more than our love.
The sick smile on your mouth is the ugliest
thing
Vile enough to halve a woman's strength to live;
And the will of sour apples to hang to the tree
Like luminous signs against grace...
Since then, a few lessons learned from my love,
And words where I too was wrong, have slapped against
Your face, and the cold-lighted sun, and an apple tree
And a dawn remembered with grayish detail.
Neutral Tones by Thomas Hardy from Wessex Poems
We stood by a pond that winter day,
And the sun was white, as though
chidden of God,
And a few leaves lay on the starving sod,
--They had fallen from an ash, and were
gray.
Your eyes on me were as eyes that rove
Over tedious riddles solved years ago;
And some words played between us to and
fro--
On which lost the more by our love.
The smile on your mouth was the deadest
thing
Alive enough to have strength to die;
And a grin of bitterness swept therby
Like an ominous bird a-wing...
Since then, keen lessons that love deceives,
And wrings with wrong, have shaped me to
Your face, and the God-crust sun, and a tree
And a pond edged with grayish leaves.
Tuesday, February 05, 2013
On Janine Canan's ARDOR: poems of life
i don't do many reviews on my poetry blog. in fact, this is only the second review i have been asked to do by other poets. but then, i am always up for a new experience. a new challenge.
reading Janine Canan's Ardor: poems of life was not much of a challenge, though. it was more of a journey. unplanned, not perfect, but overall rather pleasant, and sorely topical.
my knowledge of Janine Canan began with a comment left on one of my own blog posts by Cristina, a friend of Janine's. Cristina very kindly asked me if i would be interested in reading and writing about Janine's newest collection of poetry. so i sought out Janine via google. i found her website and some pretty pictures of a white haired woman with poems like "beloved mother" (which epitomizes much of the poetry by Janine that i have now read). because i was asked so nicely; and because i find Janine's look so endearing, nurturing, soft; because some day i want to be a pretty, white haired older lady with books of poetry for sale; and because i felt like taking on a little project, i emailed Janine and asked for a copy of her book.
i hadn't paid much attention to the picture of the book on the website. when i opened the package though, i was suddenly faced with a book i had to read. a book i had to read. that's no way to begin a review, is it? the ugly green and impressionistic floral arrangement on the cover of the book left me a little lack luster at the onset. but since I've held the book near me for over a week, i find the picture of the painting a little more casual, a little more... made. (sorry, this pea-soup green is still not doing anything for me though). alas, we do not judge books on their covers alone.
inside i was greeted with warm wishes from the poet herself, followed by the realization (because i am one of those people who reads the copyright pages of books) that the bound pages i now held in my hand were printed and glued in India. i don't think any of the other books i have are from India. mostly England, America, Canada, and a few Lebanese pieces, but this is my first from India. although i am not entirely sure why that would endear me to a text, it very much does. perhaps it's the quality of knowing how traveled a product is, how unique it is in that right.
with this, i sat myself down and surrounded myself with the pleasures of India i have adapted into my imagination from a few choice films (eat, prey, love and the best exotic marigold hotel, to be exact) and tucked into Janine's work.
i began reading. the first poem was nice. the second poem... i smiled. i smiled out of confusion and surprise. a kind of head-tilted smile. what's going on here? Janine, an established poet, is telling her readership, in the second poem, that she's the poet. that these are poems. that these poems are words. that these words are important. i shook my head a little at this unnecessary and blatant approach at establishing the poet's ethos. i didn't let it slow me down too much though, considering that every greek poet is heralded for this very gesture. what was even stranger to me was that merely 29 pages later, Janine further presses her ethos as the poet on the readership by telling us that she is "just a poet".
ethos aside, the collection of poems focuses very heavily on womanhood. there are, without a doubt, issues surrounding the genders today, as there have been for all of history. although i, myself, feel very privileged to live where and when i do, the gap between men and women is significant and visceral. the issue is so prevalent in the text, however, that by page 79 i wrote this note in pencil: i am beginning to feel that these poems help only to draw attention to and, therefore, widen the gap between genders/sexes. as a woman reading this, i feel, with each poem, more and more, that i am being littled and driven down. this is probably not the poet's intent.
indeed not. i believe Janine's intent is clearly to praise women. the juxtaposed imagery of men and women is in such high contrast throughout the collection, though, that it really does draw attention to the gap, the divide. admittedly, this is the first step towards healing. as a culture, perhaps it is important that we all read some of Janine's poems and acknowledge the divide, to have it repeatedly show to us through comparing and contrasting sights.
i felt, while reading, bogged down in the mire of women's issues. there are, however, a few bright gems sprinkled throughout the collection... "Mountain Moving Day is here--/believe it or not", "...Would you really/rather be a cow or/a lizard?", "...shouting in a voice so loud/even the deaf can hear", "I was a peach dripping gold/and you drank me", and whole poems like "Bowl of Gold" that displays variety in Janine's view of herself and the world beyond who and what a woman is to the rest of the universe.
i dog-eared just over 20 out of the over 200 poems in the book. there are moments of grace and beauty, of abundance and virtue. there are poems in this collection i will reread and learn more about over time.
politics and individual poems aside, the entire collection carried me from thought to thought, question to question. even when i began to beg the book for something specific, it seemed to deliver. for example, i began to crave something solid, something real, an itch, something dirty and authentic. lo, the next page was of a poem wherein the poet exposes her every thought as it occurs, including the need to wash some dishes. when i began to crave something sweet, towards the very end of reading, to sweeten my final experiences with the text, Janine and her book provided it in the simple three-stanza poem "Sunflower"--22 pretty words turned into a pretty scene.
so while there are some poems in the book i adore, the book really works best as a book. it is not the kind of poetry i think i would garner any true meaning or pleasure from by reading just one poem. the entire text must be engaged all at once for the benefit of the reader, the poetry, and the poet.
as a female poet myself, while i lust over the modernists and new york school of poets, i have a softer spot in my heart for the likes of Louise Erdrich, Bernadette Mayer, Anna Akhmatova, Marie Howe, Lyn Hejinian, Mina Loy and Marianne Moore. all strong female figures whom i admire for their bravery, their femininity, their sexuality, and their strength of character.
i am not sure, only to be fair to her, if Janine Canan is among these women in my poetess's heart quite yet. although her work is pure in its intention, i am not sure the delivery--the product as it is presented without context of the nice white haired woman--stands up with those greats. but among contemporary female poets, i believe Janine is a finer example.
as a collection, read cover to cover, the document works. it tells an over-arching story of women's struggle along with moments of ease which allow the reader to arch her back and take a deep breath. it meets expectations and follows the reader's thoughts throughout. the organization of poems was well-executed. to open up a random page and read; however, left me a little unsatisfied.
so while the entire collection strikes me as neither good nor bad, it does feel completely honest (true to Janine, i think). and i don't know that i can demand much more of poetry.
A Love Poem Project part 6
The lovers of the east-side return
But this time from outer space.
It is the same noise, the same needs,
But it is not Spring.
You said the stars fall in the morning.
The stars fall deep in darkness
On life where it sleeps and where the lovers
Keep hanging their bras on door hinges....
Say this to Papa, tell the doorbell
That to breach is to slowly intrude.
Say that the poets' moon comes up
grey, clean, and lousy with music.
Say that in the clean urban streets
The plumes of blue and green grow. The lovers
Hang on each other as they used to do.
Millions hold millions in their arms.
Memorandum by Wallace Stevens from Opus Posthumous: Poems, Plays, Prose
The katy-dids at Ephrata return
But this time at another place.
It is the same sound, the same season,
But it is not Ephrata.
You said the dew falls in the blood.
The dew falls deep in mind
On life itself and there the katy-dids
Keep whanging their brass wings....
Say this to Pravda, tell the damned rag
That the peaches are slowly ripening.
Say that the American moon comes up
Cleansed clean of lousy Byzantium.
Say that in the clear Atlantic night
The plums are blue on the trees. The katy-dids
Bang cymbals as they used to do.
Millions hold millions in their arms.
But this time from outer space.
It is the same noise, the same needs,
But it is not Spring.
You said the stars fall in the morning.
The stars fall deep in darkness
On life where it sleeps and where the lovers
Keep hanging their bras on door hinges....
Say this to Papa, tell the doorbell
That to breach is to slowly intrude.
Say that the poets' moon comes up
grey, clean, and lousy with music.
Say that in the clean urban streets
The plumes of blue and green grow. The lovers
Hang on each other as they used to do.
Millions hold millions in their arms.
Memorandum by Wallace Stevens from Opus Posthumous: Poems, Plays, Prose
The katy-dids at Ephrata return
But this time at another place.
It is the same sound, the same season,
But it is not Ephrata.
You said the dew falls in the blood.
The dew falls deep in mind
On life itself and there the katy-dids
Keep whanging their brass wings....
Say this to Pravda, tell the damned rag
That the peaches are slowly ripening.
Say that the American moon comes up
Cleansed clean of lousy Byzantium.
Say that in the clear Atlantic night
The plums are blue on the trees. The katy-dids
Bang cymbals as they used to do.
Millions hold millions in their arms.
A Love Poem Project part 5
1.
i fall down inside her
and our hearts break out of love
i know
how beautiful
her devious smile
her brutal sin
have touched her arms
_________her belly
our legs tangle
when i realize i
want to see her arms bend back
__on her barely breathing body
__and i cant do it
i try but my heart
despairs
until all i can see
is Beverly, Beverly
tired, laying next to me
i get over confident
i don't really want to hurt her
or do anything but be away from her
my ribs breaking
against the hard street surface
i cant do anything
except think hopelessly
about the dull lights in my
head as i wonder if she can
help me get up
2.
out of the 3 sensations
compensating for nausea
waiting for some one to
slam in
i tell her when
she really wants
she can have
whatever she wants
and i am will hold my breath
in my lungs
before i tell her the truth
Poem for Beverly by d. a. levy from The Outlaw Bible of American Poetry
1.
i sit down next to her
& our toes begin a love dance
i think
how beautiful
her dark smile
her brown skin
& i touch her arms
_________her belly
our legs touch
& i realize i
want to see my white hand
__on her dark breasts
__and i cant do it
i try but my eyes
disappear
& all i can see
is Beverly, Beverly
tired & laying next to me
i get very confused
i don't really want to do
anything but be next to her
my hand touching
the small of her back
i cant do anything
except think love thoughts
to her & flash lights in my
head & wonder if she can
hear me loving her
2.
in the 9 dimensional
collapseable universe
waiting for some one to
do it
i ask her what
she really wants
she knows!
she wants security
& i am so old and silly
in my need
i tell her the truth
i fall down inside her
and our hearts break out of love
i know
how beautiful
her devious smile
her brutal sin
have touched her arms
_________her belly
our legs tangle
when i realize i
want to see her arms bend back
__on her barely breathing body
__and i cant do it
i try but my heart
despairs
until all i can see
is Beverly, Beverly
tired, laying next to me
i get over confident
i don't really want to hurt her
or do anything but be away from her
my ribs breaking
against the hard street surface
i cant do anything
except think hopelessly
about the dull lights in my
head as i wonder if she can
help me get up
2.
out of the 3 sensations
compensating for nausea
waiting for some one to
slam in
i tell her when
she really wants
she can have
whatever she wants
and i am will hold my breath
in my lungs
before i tell her the truth
Poem for Beverly by d. a. levy from The Outlaw Bible of American Poetry
1.
i sit down next to her
& our toes begin a love dance
i think
how beautiful
her dark smile
her brown skin
& i touch her arms
_________her belly
our legs touch
& i realize i
want to see my white hand
__on her dark breasts
__and i cant do it
i try but my eyes
disappear
& all i can see
is Beverly, Beverly
tired & laying next to me
i get very confused
i don't really want to do
anything but be next to her
my hand touching
the small of her back
i cant do anything
except think love thoughts
to her & flash lights in my
head & wonder if she can
hear me loving her
2.
in the 9 dimensional
collapseable universe
waiting for some one to
do it
i ask her what
she really wants
she knows!
she wants security
& i am so old and silly
in my need
i tell her the truth
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Monday, February 04, 2013
A Love Poem Project part 4
Some mornings you can see the light of the universe.
Stirring view, that thrives in the folds of the darkness.
You are moving through this light ahead that holds a secret
for the clambering of moths, each night, between the beams.
We are the love nobody has seen since the light was born.
Let us spread out among yellow stars.
To write our names in letters of dust among the galaxies.
Oh let us color love as love was before you existed.
Slowly the celestial tides and bursts all shutter at this window.
The earth's sky is a rake with shadows of life.
There all the lights let go of their luster sooner or later.
The sun takes off her clothes.
The moon goes by, fleeting.
The light. The dust.
I can compare it only against the darkness of space.
The storm that whirls invisible leaves
and turns loose all the boats that were moored last night to Jupiter.
We are there. Oh, you do not float this way.
But will you answer us this last wonder.
Strapped to one as though one were freewheeling.
Uneven through all time in strange shadows that feast on your fears.
Zero, zero to just one, we bring homesickness,
and wishes made in beastly wells of stone.
While the stellar wind goes slaughtering nebulas
We love you, and your happiness is the light in the void.
How you lust and suffer even after we are,
too strange, solitaire stars, our names that are so unimportant.
So distant at times we have seen the morning star burn, kissing our eyes,
and could do nothing but bow our heads in grey light.
These words rained into you, soaking you.
All along time we have loved the sunned soil of your planet.
We go so far as to think that you are the universe.
We will be your happy daisies of the galaxy, bluebells, dark hazels, and rustic swirls of particles.
We are
only with you when you look up, past the cherry trees.
Every Day You Play by Pablo Neruda from Twenty Love Poems and Songs of Despair
Every day you play with the light of the universe.
Subtle visitor, you arrive in the flower and the water.
You are more than this white head that I hold tightly
as a cluster of fruit, every day, between my hands.
You are like nobody since I love you.
Let me spread you out among yellow garlands.
Who writes your name in letters of smoke among the stars of the south?
Oh let me remember you as you were before you existed.
Suddenly the wind howls and bangs at my shut window.
The sky is a net crammed with shadowy fish.
Here all the winds let go sooner or later, all of them.
The rain takes off their clothes.
The birds go by, fleeing.
The wind. The wind.
I can contend only against the power of men.
The storm whirls dark leaves
and turns loose all the boats that were moored last night to the sky.
You are here. Oh, you do not run away.
You will answer me to the last cry.
Cling to me as though you were frightened.
Even so, at one time a strange shadow ran through your eyes.
Now, now too, little one, you bring me honeysuckle,
and even your breasts smell of it.
While the sad wind goes slaughtering butterflies
I love you, and my happiness bites the plum of your mouth.
How you must have suffered getting accustomed to me,
my savage, solitary soul, my name that sends them all running.
So many times we have seen the morning star burn, kissing our eyes,
and over our heads that grey light unwind in turning fans.
My words rained over you, stroking you.
A long time I have loved the sunned mother-of-pearl of your body.
I go so far as to think that you own the universe.
I will bring you happy flowers from the mountains, bluebells, dark hazels, and rustic baskets of kisses.
I want
to do with you what spring does with the cherry trees.
Stirring view, that thrives in the folds of the darkness.
You are moving through this light ahead that holds a secret
for the clambering of moths, each night, between the beams.
We are the love nobody has seen since the light was born.
Let us spread out among yellow stars.
To write our names in letters of dust among the galaxies.
Oh let us color love as love was before you existed.
Slowly the celestial tides and bursts all shutter at this window.
The earth's sky is a rake with shadows of life.
There all the lights let go of their luster sooner or later.
The sun takes off her clothes.
The moon goes by, fleeting.
The light. The dust.
I can compare it only against the darkness of space.
The storm that whirls invisible leaves
and turns loose all the boats that were moored last night to Jupiter.
We are there. Oh, you do not float this way.
But will you answer us this last wonder.
Strapped to one as though one were freewheeling.
Uneven through all time in strange shadows that feast on your fears.
Zero, zero to just one, we bring homesickness,
and wishes made in beastly wells of stone.
While the stellar wind goes slaughtering nebulas
We love you, and your happiness is the light in the void.
How you lust and suffer even after we are,
too strange, solitaire stars, our names that are so unimportant.
So distant at times we have seen the morning star burn, kissing our eyes,
and could do nothing but bow our heads in grey light.
These words rained into you, soaking you.
All along time we have loved the sunned soil of your planet.
We go so far as to think that you are the universe.
We will be your happy daisies of the galaxy, bluebells, dark hazels, and rustic swirls of particles.
We are
only with you when you look up, past the cherry trees.
Every Day You Play by Pablo Neruda from Twenty Love Poems and Songs of Despair
Every day you play with the light of the universe.
Subtle visitor, you arrive in the flower and the water.
You are more than this white head that I hold tightly
as a cluster of fruit, every day, between my hands.
You are like nobody since I love you.
Let me spread you out among yellow garlands.
Who writes your name in letters of smoke among the stars of the south?
Oh let me remember you as you were before you existed.
Suddenly the wind howls and bangs at my shut window.
The sky is a net crammed with shadowy fish.
Here all the winds let go sooner or later, all of them.
The rain takes off their clothes.
The birds go by, fleeing.
The wind. The wind.
I can contend only against the power of men.
The storm whirls dark leaves
and turns loose all the boats that were moored last night to the sky.
You are here. Oh, you do not run away.
You will answer me to the last cry.
Cling to me as though you were frightened.
Even so, at one time a strange shadow ran through your eyes.
Now, now too, little one, you bring me honeysuckle,
and even your breasts smell of it.
While the sad wind goes slaughtering butterflies
I love you, and my happiness bites the plum of your mouth.
How you must have suffered getting accustomed to me,
my savage, solitary soul, my name that sends them all running.
So many times we have seen the morning star burn, kissing our eyes,
and over our heads that grey light unwind in turning fans.
My words rained over you, stroking you.
A long time I have loved the sunned mother-of-pearl of your body.
I go so far as to think that you own the universe.
I will bring you happy flowers from the mountains, bluebells, dark hazels, and rustic baskets of kisses.
I want
to do with you what spring does with the cherry trees.
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